It’s funny how a day can go from great, to awful and then to great again in just a few minutes. My day started out great, my favorite teacher was proud of me, which meant I felt real proud of myself. I might finally be able to come out of what’s going on because of him. He’s truly the most inspiring teacher I’ve ever had.

And then all this awful shit happened. Of course I blame myself. Of course I hate myself too much to actually see who’s the terrible person in this. I’m being the nicest person and hurting myself so bad.

And then I do what I never do and talk to someone, someone who’s been talking to me a lot lately. Someone that’s become like a sister to me. And finally, I see, I see that I’ve done nothing wrong. I realize that the terrible person isn’t me. I’m the one who’s got the rights here, I owe nothing. I think I finally got a closure, it hurts and feels like a relief at the same time. I’m still this nice loving person though because I see the big picture and I’m mature. I’m realizing that even though I got my problems you’re the one who has to step it up big time in order to be able to even survive. I feel sorry for you. I’m hoping that you’re going to realize soon too. Until then, I’m done with all this fake shit. I’d rather be alone for the rest of my life than hanging out with people who’ll hurt me.

That’s all I’m saying.

And oh, I guess I should thank you for inspiring me to write the essay of my life. That’s definitely going to give me an A.

And oh, 17hrs and 28min until I’m getting that artwork on my body! Can’t even describe the excitement!