(via livebymoonlight)

If they don’t need you, it’s okay, you do not live for other people.

Kyo (Dir en grey)

(via xtravybrutalx)



#life  #anxiety  


amygaertner:Rob MacInin

(via abandonedship)

I would like to wear a mask of myself on my face, so people would think I am not myself buy someone pretending to be me.

Slavoj Žižek (via nevver)

(via nevver)

you are a horse running alone
and he tries to tame you
compares you to an impossible highway
to a burning house

says you are blinding him
that he could never leave you
forget you
want anything but you

you dizzy him, you are unbearable
every woman before or after you
is doused in your name
you fill his mouth

his teeth ache with memory of taste
his body just a long shadow seeking yours
but you are always too intense
frightening in the way you want him
unashamed and sacrificial

he tells you that no man can live up to the one who
lives in your head

and you tried to change didn’t you?
closed your mouth more
tried to be softer
less volatile, less awake

but even when sleeping you could feel
him travelling away from you in his dreams

so what did you want to do, love
split his head open?
you can’t make homes out of human beings
someone should have already told you that

and if he wants to leave
then let him leave

you are terrifying
and strange and beautiful
something not everyone knows how to love.

For Women Who Are Difficult to Love by Warsan Shire (via holymotheroflucifer)

I’m a mess,

Hitting Macros

Since my goal is 15% bf by April I decided to actually start counting macros. Usually I have just done calories but I figured that it is about time to actually pay a little bit more attention to the macros now. But damn, it is so difficult. I have no trouble at all staying within calories, I usually struggle to eat enough. However, when it comes to macros I’m struggling. I mean, there is only so much protein I can eat.

#macros  #life  #gym  #workouts  #food  


Martin Vlach

(via romain-del)