Last Friday night of the year
Because I’m living my miserable (?) life without a tv I would’ve loved going out to watch the Bulls game while getting intoxicated on some beer. But, since people are disappointing as fuck I’m enjoying my solitude with a gluten-free English muffin and a cup of tea. (And no, I have no English genes at all, thank god). If this had been a week ago I would have been a wreck. But,...
I realize that lately I’ve been going back more and more to wearing all black. It was something I tried to avoid before but it’s always been the way I prefer it and the way I feel the most comfortable. And it’s too bad I have this super cute all black New Years outfit that no one gets to see me in, because New Years is not going to turn out the way I hoped for it to do. But oh...
I wanted to do this since 2011 has been such a big year for me. What did you do in 2011 that you’d never done before? Moved to the other side of the world. Got my own apartment. Got tattoos. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I did not have any resolutions this year. I’m not sure I will make any for the upcoming year either, because if I do and...
I am so mad at myself for letting other people rule and affect my life so much. I am done with that, done. 2012 is going to be different…. Or is it? Yes, it is. I am the only person that can make myself happy and that’s what I am going to do.
Today is the first time since I moved in that I actually cooked some serious food. I made chili which is, most definitely, going to last until break is over. And also, polenta, since it’s gluten-free. Only thing about me is that I always, no matter what, seem to make way too much food. I mean, I am one person, so why not make 1 or maybe 2 servings. No, make fucking 10 and store it in the...
Reblog or your mom will die in 928 seconds.
cant take any chancess…
Yesterday I got introduced to Explosions in the Sky by my new brother. I’m ashamed that I didn’t know that this band existed until yesterday. Other than that, today has been a good day even though I’ve been running around the city like a mad person. I just enjoyed some dinner and I’m currently trying not to get my hopes up for tonight, but it’s hard.
I think I just got everything I asked for this...
I’m happy, I hope you all are too! Merry Christmas!
This song is hands down on my top 3 of all time...
so I’m going away over the weekend. I’m glad I’m going to spend time with the people I’m about to spend time with. They’re probably the most loving people I’ve ever met and even thought I’m missing my own family and even though things are the way they are right now I’m sure I will have a great time regarding the circumstances. I know what I want for...
Hello lovely neighbor,
since you woke me up with some shitty music sounding like Coldplay on autotune this morning all you’ll be listening to tonight is gangsta rap. Sincerely, Me
Sometimes you can’t realize you’re in a bad mood until another...– Douglas Coupland
Some day you cross this thin line and you really realize that we need to protect...– Douglas Coupland
We all have the power to change our negative thinking. You may not be able to...– Josie Tuttle (via anditslove)
I woke up in a good mood, no anxiety, just back pain and some nervousness for my finals. Went to school, met a friend on the bus. Had breakfast with said friend and it was all laughs and such. Took my first final, which didn’t go too well, but I still kept that PMA. Took my second final. PMA still there. Lunch. Fucking big ass face shows up and of course has to ask about it. WHY are people...
Tumblr sucks in making me feel any better at all. I’m trying to study but I can’t and I’m trying to tell myself that if I finish this assignment I will reward myself with a haircut after. But it’s not helping because I have this gut wrenching feeling that just won’t stop. I can’t concentrate on shit. I should stop posting all this, but I’m about to...
how I know exactly what’s going to happen (well, more like not happen) tonight and still I am hoping for change. And thing is, I can’t be mad, because you were honest and told me that honesty means nothing to you.
Venting even more,
Last night was a mess, so much was said and I know that I should not take half of it seriously considering the state you were in. But I still know that there’s a whole lot of truth in there too.. I’d lie if I’d say that it didn’t light a little spark in me, I know I don’t need you, I can do whatever I want in my life… I’ve been on my own for so fucking...
Who am I to you? Where do I fit inside the soft walls of your heart?– Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson (via tylerknott)
fucked over many times, so this is just a drip in the ocean. I knew this was going to happen, it’s just sad that it happens right now when I’m already about to burst.